"Whatever doesnt kill you, only makes you stronger"

So from the last few weeks of training for track i realized this is really gonna start to suck. Everyday i run after school which i am usually pretty tired from anyway, but then after that i have to go to the LAC to lift. After lifting for an hour and a half i have to go to work for three hours. I told myself when i started doing this that it was gonna be tough, but this really is starting to feel like shit. I am sore everyday and i seem to be alot more tired and not excited about much. The wierd thing is though, that whenever i go for a run i feel so much better and when i go lifting i feel alot better. Its starting to feel like a dug. Like i am addicted to it, but whenever im not doing it, i feel tired all the time and i miss it. And now, i have started to drfit away from my goals academically and i am starting to focus on my goals for running more, which is bad, but like i dont know, it feels right to me. I really need to learn how to balance both things in my life because i know i am going to need to have both for any plans that i have in the future. But for now, i will stay focused on my training and hold on to my job because those are two of the things that keep me sane. And i kno in three months when track starts that i will be stronger than i ever was beofre and i am really looking forward to that. If i keep up my training and keep putting in the hard work i know that good will become of it. I just got to stay focused and pay attention to any obstacles that come my way. "Whatever doesnt kill you, only makes you stronger."

Peace, Love,


Alex Zuelke